Life is messy it doesn’t make any god damn sense. Everything is random our presence existence just like a puzzle but when we complete it we try to make a picture perfect but continuously making a wrong choices and correcting it making until it gets a right picture. That’s what’s we have keep trying untill we get a picture perfect of our desired life . If we give up it will get even more messy. One thing is for sure the day we give up is the day we lose the control of our life